The sun shone in her face . Like every morning . It had been only a dream. Cruel disappointment. The pain she felt almost physically . It moved between her thighs , burning on the back, on the Po ... But burning was real, only too real. The hardness of the soil. The fall , everything was real. She flew around. Rani was lying next to her.They fell upon him , kissed him , just could not take into consideration that he was asleep. "Dearest ," she whispered in his awakening into it, " that you're here. "With sleepy eyes he blinked at her . " What did you say? ""You're here . " She threw herself at him , covered his face with little kisses .He took them into my arms, but held her firmly and most of their attempts to kiss him more and more.It was almost as if it had not been for the last night .Did I really just dreaming , she thought. But he lay beside her , and bruises all over her body were not imagination . "Let me never be alone again, do you hear? Kiss me , I love you so ... ""Do not , my love ," he interrupted her , gave her a little kiss on the mouth. "How can I resist you when you überfällst me so ? ""You Shall not ," she whispered overjoyed by his words, and tried to ensnare him with tenderness on."Catherine, my love, you may no longer get child . Do this to me not . You'd almost died. Think of Kathi and Georg , they should grow up without a mother ? And how can I live without you ? Thinking of me too . Please , no longer a child . "She had ceased to press him .He did not let her go anyway." That's all? You want only that I will not get pregnant again? Really? "He nodded seriously. " What else? ""I was afraid that you love me no more desire . "You had to laugh when she saw his stunned expression." You're laughing at me. But this is no laughing matter. Why the hell do you think that I do not want you any more ? Do you think I 'm drawn in jest in the chamber ? I would have no more single night beside you to lie down without falling upon you as a madman . Just like last night ... apropos Berserk, the fall. Did I hurt you ? "He had laid his forehead anxiously in wrinkles.Catherine felt his hand went searching and gently over her back . She jerked involuntarily , as he stroked up a scraped place.