Perhaps he felt disgust at all the blood , the placenta , from the violence with which he had had to penetrate to fetch the child. Perhaps he connected it all with her body, her shame and could only feel disgust when they tried to remind him that she was his wife .Eight months had passed since the birth and Rani had not touched once.Then he held her back one evening in the living room when she wanted to go to bed before him as usual." My dear, we need to talk. "Catherine did not trust the empty endearments long time. But a glimmer of hope she felt anyway, whether they wanted to or not." The wild boars have become a nuisance ," he began. " You rummage around the fields and do much damage. The men and I will have residences at night. In order not to wake up late on my return home at night, I'll sleep in the neighboring chamber. "Strive and calculating his words sounded ." Sleep well ," he said even then he held out his cheek. But she could not give him the customary kiss to night. For the first time since they were married, she refused to both these tenderness. She was profoundly hurt , sad and disappointed. All the pent-up bitterness gained ground . " Hunting ? What still eat meat if you live in anything else, like a monk ! " She let him just stand , wanted to leave just yet. She slammed the door violently behind him. Nevertheless, they still got to , as he clearly audible intake of breath and exhaled .What should only be , she thought in dismay. His breathing sounded so relieved. The tears came only when she was in the lonely bedroom.
Checking them stood before the mirror . She had all the clothes stored . My image was of course no longer the young girl from the day of their wedding. But she found that there was nothing wrong even after the two births of her character . Thanks to the daily military exercises The abdomen was flat again .The breasts were not increased and almost girlish firmness itself had preserved . After the severe pregnancy she had hardly had milk and soon discontinued. A nurse fed her son.She sighed reluctantly . Her husband would be on this evening no one look for their bodies have left."So it does not go on," she said softly.